Monday, May 11, 2015

There Is No Room For Sadness

"There is no room for sadness in heart that has Yahushua,
There is no room for sadness in the heart that loves Yahweh
I sing with great joy I sing of his goodness
there is no room for sadness in the heart that loves Yahweh"

Listen to the song "There's No Room For Sadness" by Hillel Ben Yochanan  https://soundcloud.com/hillel70/theres-no-room-for-sadness

I was depressed for many months. I isolated myself. I was captive to my bed. I was stuck in the muck of my sheets. I did nothing but stay in bed browse the internet, go to work. I neglected my school work. I even neglected hygiene and house chores. I was in a bad place. 

I last semester in the fall I was majorly manic. I think the depression is the result of crashing from that episode. The doctors tried to fight it with some antidepressants, but they weren't working. I finally got a new doctor who knew which medicine to use, and it brought  me out of the depression right away. It actually brought me in a state of hypomania. which means I was hyper. My body wanted less sleep and I was talking fast and had an elevated mood. It was not full blown manic though, because I was still on my meds. I wasn't having delusions or hallucinations.

But back to talking about spirituality.

What I can testify is that my bipolar disorder is very spiritual. Every time I have been manic I have been extremely spiritual. There must be some scientific explanation for this. I want to do research on this topic, maybe for my PhD.

When I was in the mental hospital there were other people who were also very spiritual. It goes both way though too.... it could be a spirit of Yahweh or it could be an evil spirit that is in charge of the person who has the mental illness. From my observations and from my own experience, I believe that people when mental illness have a heightened sensitivity to spiritual beings.

It is very interesting.

So back to the song "There Is No Room For Sadness" When I heard this song I was touched. Because the message is so true. Yahushua loves us so much! We have so much to be thankful for! No matter what the circumstances in our lives there is no reason why we should not be rejoicing over the fact that Yahushua has SAVED us from DEATH!

That is all there is to it. We are alive! That is something to rejoice about! I AM ALIVE BECAUSE YAHUSHUA DIED FOR ME!!! HALEUYAH!!!

I can now commune with Yahweh! HALEUYAH!


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